เนื้อเพลง 360zay – manipulator


i try to love you, when i really do hate you
you preyed on me when you saw that i was down
like a coward you tried to take it from me, you manipulator
you really came for me
as a child i really looked up to you, as i think about it now its like looking up to satan
showing me sh-t that i’m not suppose to see
at nine years old i was barely getting hard, heart beating fast when you put your hands on me
i remember when i told my mom 05/08, the tears ran down her face like a track team
i remember the night it was at applebees, next day saw your face on the tv screen
i learned to let it go but it still comes to mind, i had to move it out my mind just so i could be alive
i kicked, i screamed, i puched, i yelled
watch your f-ggot -ss rot in h-ll
confusing comes to mind on a daily basis
asking who i am, hating my self, blaming my self for sh-t that you put me through
motherf-cking you a p-u-s-s-y , p-ssy -ss n-gga
lord forgive me
its hard
hard to forgive a motherf-cker that tried to destroy my life
hard to forgive a motherf-cker that stills talk to my family
i can do all things through christ who strengthens me
but i’m trying
but lord i’m gonna believe in you

- เนื้อเพลง 360zay